🤣 😭

Edit: is he genuinely okay? Wait, no, I know he's not.

I thought his deal was looking bony and masculine though. The left-hand image he has a wide skull, the right hand image he becomes a cute little anime character.

So he effectively is or has been suffering from ~~gender dysphoria~~ body dysmorphia this whole time?? Like even though he doesn't want to become a woman, he's uncomfortable with how his masculinity presents itself and can't seem to make up his mind on how to look

The other thing i have to say is, based on what I know about clavicular (and his crew), I think the way they live is really unhealthy. It seems like he's going through life developments at 10x accelerated speed - i thought he was completely settled with his appearance and had already undergone surgery to repair what he didn't like (eye/facial deformity he was born with, i think).

I believe that by doing a lot of drugs and streaming almost 24/7, he has a twisted sense of reality and view of himself. I think this is why he's like

''ah! I should do life changing surgery next week!"

"But Clavicular, you did cosmetic surgery just the last week!"

"Thog no caaar"

Also if his gimmick is all about streaming stuff to do with his looks and pickup artistry, then he actually needed to do this shit to keep his audience. Which is grim. He might not know how to transition back to normal life, and will keep on getting body modification ad infinitum.

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