me_irl

Random monologue no one asked for.

It's weird. I've gone from periodically depressed and unhappy similar to the left to growing increasingly less and less relatable to memes about hating life. Now I'd say I'm toward he point where I lean more towards the right but without the overt optimistim and proselytizing. Idk if something changed in my brain or what. It's like I have filled up my time lately with too many things nowadays so I don't have much "downtime" to ruminate on things that make me sad. I did change psych meds for the umpteenth time about 4 months ago. Maybe it might actually be affecting me. Weird to think about? Dunno.